Overlooked

I've put 7 good years in at work. I feel that I deserve to have my education plan approved. If my plan is denied for the second time it is abundantly clear to me that I am not part of the long term plan there. The part that sucks is now I have g/f that I feel could be my long term partner. I'm beginning to feel that we have a life together, but she can't leave town anytime soon due to work commitments.

I'm at the point of life where I need to start thinking about the future, and my work and personal lives are going 2 seperate directions. I'm beginning to realize that life choices will always be this way, and that the path is never clear. I've made choices all along that have been selfish, and have limited my directions.

I know the feeling I felt today all too well. The feeling that someone else is getting what I deserve. SGA President, the Crown job, my education plan...a pattern that I do not like.

I have to change this path.